[previously acceptedloser and itstheway]
i loved this moment. football means too much to me. the only reason i think this is a bad thing is because until training camp and nfl sunday ticket start back up six months from now, my life is lacking. good season...i called these two teams going to the superbowl forever ago, and i've been shouting 'drew brees!' at everyone who would listen for even longer than that. gotta throw in my other favorite moment:
ha, it's at six seconds in when peyton attempts to tackle his interceptor but is knocked to the ground. so much pouty peyton i loveee it. goodbye football season, i'll see ya in late summer.
i have an unlimited supply of unanswerable questions. i guess i just have to take solace in the fact that no one has all the answers. nope, that doesn't make it any better at all.
he made a good point at the end about life and how you just need to see the humor in it. i feel like that's a pretty simple thing that i basically live by already...but for some reason hearing him say that tonight was exactly what i needed. so! no more tears over this relationship, no more calling rose at two in the morning when i'm not drunk, and definitely no more drama. i'm ready to be happy, be myself, be funny. with or without my boyfriend (or ex-boyfriend or i-love-you-but-don't-know-if-i-want-to-b
strange to think that someone standing on a stage telling jokes can change everything.
god, i want that job so bad.
i hate weezer.
and i love tbs but they only played new stuff and it was laaaaame.
love.
and yet i still hate myself for my weight
everything is temporary.
if there's anything that i hope to continue learning from him it would have to be his outlook on life. when i think about him, i think future. i think that cliche life that i constantly mock yet secretly want more than anything. white picket fence status. i think 'us.'
got a new journal and my old running shoes. never really needed much else.
there is only one person in this world who could actually blame me for anything and trust me, you are not her.
this seems random but it's been boiling for a while and a conversation with an old friend the other day rekindled my feelings on the subject. i wasn't trying to steal your best friend or your boyfriend or any of that.
bothered.
"well, i don't know what i expected..."
the little things are still here to save me. i guess that's a relief.
tomorrow this, tomorrow that
but tomorrow's changes don't come unless you make them today
gotta get back to the present, i was thinking way too long term for my liking.
i like being stuck
especially with you
more re-evaluating to come. in the meantime i'm beyond content with what's happened and what's left to come.
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